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The Grand Trying

by Achter Kol

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Maybe all the quicksand We were raised to fear Was inside us all along Maybe the ground gave way Long before foundations laid And a home collapsing into the dirt Was how it was just built to be [break] I set a stream, I set a stream Between the bogs- Between the dirt and leaves And maybe we, maybe we Weren't meant to live like this- But we do anyway I built a home, set my roots In rotted soil- Too damaged to grow any leaves And all that's left all that is left Is a quiet kind of uncertainty For Where we're going, what we are, what are we doing Where we'll go, how to live, how to be what's worth knowing And a heart planted in a landslide And the anguish of pottted plants outside We don't know where the ground leads Where the ground leads But at least we've got some sun- Light
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(3) Caught 05:26
Dirt on your soles Blades of grass under fingernails Water runs cold Why do I feel this way? Floating on my back downstream Jagged rocks and the sun setting As blood is dripping from your forearm And pooling on the loose packed earth The shape of all stability Metal spikes and tree roots deep Distant warm, abilities We awoke to something new We awoke to something new We awoke to something new Or so we hoped the night before And every night before as far back As we can remember which isn't very far At all And so we trudge from day to night And so we trudge from day to night Toiling in a bog up to our thighs Toiling in a bog up to our thighs We are harvesting the difference we are carving out the negative- space We are etching ourselves, and our names Into the concrete that won't last Nearly as long as we'd like to believe One day we'll awake to something new One day we'll awake to something new One day we'll awake to something new One day we'll awake and we will know Just as we knew the nights before And every night that has come before All our bodies are a cage Maybe it's best that we forget
4.
7 pointed leaves arranged on tiny twigs Holding on as tightly as they can 6 heavenly bodies arranged, triangular-ly The binding glue of all we came to call Fate [break] Split the sky Into pieces Plot a course Draw the lines It releases From the source Blend the ashes With the salts Apply force and Loose the sails We're not moving We're not moving We're not moving (of our own volition) We're not moving We're not moving We're not moving but We are compelled to move
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(5) Rocks 04:14
I laid down rocks in my bed And I fell asleep on the roof again To the dripping from the drain Oh and the gentle touch of rain Upon the- earth So when they came To eat me alive I wasn't there I wasn't there So when they came to kill me I did not die At least not yet At least not yet But as the clouds parted And as i'm drying out my clothes Oh there was something in the air Something, something in the air And as I'm lying in the light As my skin is dried and tightening I fell reaching, to the ground- For the water, again but I found only rocks
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(6) Sun 03:29
Oh light in your hair light in your hair and your- locks Flowing falling like the water from the dam Filling me filling us filling up The tiny rocky islands- Tiny rocky islands and the pools Sitting still oh they are warm like the sun Hitting me on my bare arms and in my heart My heart the heat my heart the heat We cannot repeat, we cannot repeat Oh the sun has set, the sun has set But we aren't even half done yet Oh bare- legs Bare legs bristling with hairs and water Water wetting oh your skin in the river And the eddys swirling in my chest Oh but where now Where were we when we wandered over Wandered weary over hills and farms And the great expanse of nothing 'tween us This space the heat this space the heat We cannot repeat we cannot repeat Oh the sun is setting over hills west And I am leaving you way out- East
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(7) Careful 04:56
[I lost it, ohp- found it] I was careful, but the ground wasn't good It's been raining all night and day Things were begging to give way It was summer, nettles nestling at our feet River over Rock Dam falling Stones and bricks piled neat Moon was covered by thick clouds and we- We had been driving all night and day The road heaved up and gave way As we fell Into the crust I swear I heard you say This is how things ought to be This is how things go This right here is destiny The ever present ebb and flow I was careful, but the hill wasn't neat It was piled high with memories Things were just begging to give way Early autumn, dried leaves crunching under feet Rain from the Holloway ceiling Promises incomplete Rings were broken by our hands and we- We had been crying the whole night The clouds just part and dissipate As we melted Into ether I know that I said This is how things ought to be This is how things go This right here is destiny The ever present ebb and flow This is what is good for us This is what we need There's no use in being proud There's no place for sorrow now This is how it ought to be This is what happens When you fuck with the fate you're given You get burned- In the end
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You arrived without words You arrived without feelings, we had come to expect Of each other, And ourselves You came here for me And it seems I came here just to leave Everyone, Everyone again And we left there together- But we left there alone No matter the weather We'll weather, we'll weather, we'll weather We arrived in a truck We arrived to a family, who had come to expect Each other, And themselves But you left here together- While I stayed here alone But no matter the weather, We'll weather, we'll all weather, weather the storms When I see you again- Bright sun kissing the smiles that I forget Through the darkest of winters I sleep alone, I sleep alone, sleep alone- Never alone When I see you again I won't have to remember those times When I see you all again Oh will it ever be the same as before?

about

My first forays into music were incredibly lonely- reflections of how I had come to feel both as a person and as a musician. I never thought anyone would believe in me or care about my art.

This album is a testament to why that was wrong.


Thank you to (in no particular order):
Brianna, Alyssa, Echo, Elle, Nick, Noel'le, Taylor, Diane, Maya, Emily, Naomi, Penny, Heather, Claire, Vicky, Sophia, Lily, Groobert & W. Joel, Belle, Claudius, Joan, James, Charles, Tim, Kate, Anna, Felix, Jamie, Joy, Griffin, Aster, Alex, Jacqalin, Emmett, and Uncle John

For: Angie & Emma

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released November 1, 2016

Instruments & Vocals: Andromeda
Mixing: Echo Darwin
Art: Nick Berger

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Achter Kol Chicago, Illinois

27 year old Chicago musician

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